today?
well,nothing much.
went out with my prettay cousin to buy a sophie kinsella novel.
the undomestic goddess.<3
i read the praises that they have given to her & everyone seems to enjoy her novels.
i do too. :)
i looove the way she writes.
its a two thumbs up! & its a good read with lots of laughs.
you'll prolly enjoy it too.

anyways,lisa,khatijah & two of their friend came by to my crib as they were raya-ing.
that time my cousin was at my crib too!
they invited me to go along but i decline cause i was too lazy to change into my kurung.
& anyways,i was'nt really feeling very well.
so yahh,next time prolly i'll go jalan with them.
i hope they don't mind. its not that i dont want but tk sedap badan lah hey!
SORRY TAUS.

&..
im soo fucking confused.
grr! i hate to be in love.
suckks okay?
he's the one who sound stead me & then he was also the one who broke up with me.
funny ehs?
& i still have feelings for him eventhough i know i should'nt be.
the five months was wasted just like that.
still,i had feelings for him. till now sey.
i must be mad. i dont think he still have feelings for me but then i still love him.
whaat the hell is wrong with me?!
i just cant let go..its not that he's the only guy in this world.
but..i just cant describe it.
he was the guy who i was really really in loove with.
to think it was easy letting him go?
hell no.
its just undescribable.
lazy to elaborate.
im sick & tired of falling in love.
its just making me feel weaak.